Today is my Birthday

I speak about my birthday, because I would not be here if
my mom did not give birth to me today. Thank you mom. I
wanted to say thank you at your memorial. Thank you.

When my mom was diagnosed with luekemia in August 2009
my life was a mess. I had been dealing with destruction for
so long. What I had to say was not of importance.

What had been going on in my life for at least 6 years at that
time had greatly affected All my relationships to such a degree.
I had moved back to SoCal to do good things for my mom.

When my mom called me from the hospital and asked to help
I did not hesitate. I jumped right in with both feet and loved
being of service to her. I helped her with her business.

I loved working at The Circle Of Friends at The Meeting Place
and enjoyed the company of the people their tremdously. I
worked with Linda and we were a Team.

I tried to tell my family that my mom needed to take care of
herself and to let me help out in the business so she could do
that, but they would not listen.

I knew my mom could conquer this with the right treatment
and I wanted her to see a holistic Dr. unfortunately she did
not want to. But I knew they could help.

My brother Mike is the only person that could talk my mom
into doing something, but our relationship was on the outs.
All my life I only wanted good for my mom.

I was going through letters and cards that I had sent her in
the past and they all talked about how much I cared for her
and how I wanted to help her.