My Mom's Memorial

My mom's memorial was on Wednesday September 8, 2010 at 11am.
It was held at St. Edwards Catholic Church in Dana Point, California.
Even though my mom was not Catholic.

My mom was cremated and now rests in a gold urn at my brother's
house. I had plan to speak at my mom's services and was excited
about using my toastmaster skill's I had developed.

To speak to all her frineds, family, employees, employers was going
to be a privledge. But that great opportunity was crushed by my
brother Mike's wife's grandma Emma and Alireza Fatemi.

This was not the first time Emma and Alireza Fatemi had reared
their ugly heads in my families life. I have NO respect for Either!
My brother talks about people using our government.

Emma lives in subsidize housing, does not work and thinks the
world owes and revolves around her. My mother worked until a
month before she died. Emma get the Hell out of my Life LOSER!

I was so busy going through my mom's things I did not have time
to prepare. The night before the memorial I stayed up almost all
night going through cards people had sent her and books.

I put together a speech that talked about her as a mom, friend,
employer, employee, relative and what she loved most being a
grandma. I was so excited about this moment!

Not only was Emma a part of this moment not happening an
arrogant man named Alireza Fatemi was involved also. A man
that has been destroying my life with his friends for 10 years.

A man that I have not seen in over 4 years that I do not care
what he does, who he is with, or how much money he has thought
I would waste precious time and words on him at the memorial!

People are truly amazing. they think something is ok for one person
but not them or their family. They think goals of money are to be
obtained at all costs. No regard for people but much for MONEY!!

I learned what I already knew about churches, Pastor's and Priest's.
After 49 years of life I AM an Atheist! People use God as a tool for
their way life should go and be.

The people that did get to speak at the memorial were Dr. Paul
Raymond a friend that lived with us in high school and swam with
my brother Jim on the Nadadores.

Bob and Therese Whooten they were my mom's partners in her
business the circle of friends. They all did a nice job, but I would
have really reached into people's hearts and emotions.

I tell you who did an awesome job was my nephew and "godson"
Travis and his brother Thomas. I was really proud and impressed
with their presence and courage.

Priest Steve asked for us to come up for communion or to be blessed
by him. No way in Hell would I be blessed by that man who denied me
the right to speak at my mom's memorial what a LOSER Steve!

Then Priest Steve had the balls to talk about forgiveness. All you that
want to deny me speaking at my mom's memorial and won't forgive
me, want me to forgive you!!!! Hypocrites I say! Losers!