It has been a long time since I posted. I had been so busy and immeresed
in taking care of my mom and after she passed taking care of what to do
with her things I was exhausted.
The house was always occupied with many people and the confusion and
chaos for me was over stimulating. We all had a different way of dealing
with the situation and different theories.
I have always been the black sheep in the family. I am alot like my mom,
but also very different and opionated. My mom taught me to be my own
person and independent. But she really wanted me to be like her.
I have loved my mom through the years, but we have always had our
differences. My whole family are staunch Republicans and think I should
be as well. I am not and will not be.
Fox News was a station my mom loved to watch even in her dying days.
The station filled with hate and malice. But mom was influenced by this
garbage to her bones.
One day my brother Mike came over and Fox news was on discussing
a topic the whole house started picking on me about. The discussion turned
into a fight and a battle and a ugly ending when my mom got REAL MAD
at me.
When I was talking to my mom before she passed I wanted her to know
how much I appreciated her, loved her, thanked her. The conversation
turned ugly and she told me I needed to be on disability.
All these people that have been apart of telling me I need to seek mental
help while they have allowed a man, his wife, girlfriends and friends
destroying my life telling me I need the help. I just have to laugh!
When I was looking through my mom's things I found all the letters and
cards that I sent and wrote her. There were ALOT. They all talked about
my love for her and concern for her.
She sacrificed alot for us kids and I always tried to be the best daughter
I could not to cause her any other problems. It was not easy for her to
raise us when my father did not follow through on child support.
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